i miss her already

it has been over a week and i still cant wrap my mind around the fact that i will not see her for 2 yrs.. just think.. levi will be almost 9, judah 6 (the difference from a 4 to 6 yr old is *HUGE*) and asher 3 1/2 (and again the difference between a 1 1/2 yr old and 3 yr old is also huge...and im not just talkin bout the fact that Lord willing he will be free from diapers ;) will they remember her, will i be a good, responsible and well organized mom and make sure we pray often and have them write/draw often to her. I pray i do.. please pray for me. well i hope i can figure this thing out and link up some pix for my dear shwalizabeth to see... nite for now